What Really Matters

I feel that this blog is a journal of sorts so bear with me as I share my thoughts with you today. On a more somber note, I pondered the things that were really important today as we received a phone call from Cory's dad telling us that one of Cory's aunts passed away this morning. Brenda Bird was walking her dog early this morning and came home when she collapsed and died. We don't know the cause yet or any other details but it makes you stop and reevaluate your life a bit. Brenda was the most kind and thoughtful person I know. It didn't matter what needed to be done, whether it was cooking, cleaning, visiting someone or helping check the cows in the middle of the night, she was there to do it without complaint. She was always smiling and such a happy person all the time. She brought a light into the room with her positive attitude and smile.
I wonder how well I would be able to cope with something that devastating and it makes me so grateful for all the blessings I have. I love my life and everything in it. I love my husband of almost eight years and the wonderful father he is to our children. He constantly worries if he spends too much time outside our home and away from us. I appreciate his wisdom and constructive criticism he offers to make me stronger and a better person. My two girls are the brightest spot in my life as they challenge me and love my unconditionally even when I just hollered at them for making a mess. I'm thankful for the third addition we will add in August and how blessed we are for having these wonderful gifts in our life.
I'm very thankful for my family both far and near and the memories we make. I cannot put into words how my heart aches when they go through trials and how my heart soars when they triumph. I love all my family members; the Bird family close by and the ones just a drive away. I love Mom and Dad and how they have blessed our life and helped us out. Cody and Cary are the best uncles I could have asked for , always thinking of my kids and how they can entertain them for me. My sisters that live away from me but keep me going with their phone calls and support. Their cute families that blend so well with mine. My Mom and Dad even though I don't see them as much, they still are there for me. My brother, wherever he might be, we love and miss him too.
I have such great friends both far and near that uplift me, support me, and carry me through the rough spots. I can't believe how blessed I am. I was thinking yesterday about how I wish we could build a better house, how I haven't seen the movie Twilight yet and am wishing to do so; such trivial things now that are put in prospective after something like this happens. I love my life and everything in it-I am so blessed! Thank you all who support me through this blog and bring light into my life with your thoughts. I love you all.